Tuesday, December 25, 2012

I Care, I Don't Lie.

How can someone make the promise of "Don't worry, everything is going to be alright, I promise!"? How do you know that's all within your power? Maybe it helps someone feel better for the moment; but what happens when that promise never becomes reality?

Or even sillier is "Well, things have a way of working out together." Being positive and/or optimistic can be very helpful in many situations, and sometimes, it is quite wonderful how things end up working together in such an odd or surprising fashion; but there are some things that simply can't be overlooked, forgiven, or forgotten. There are wounds that never heal, leaving ever burning scars to screw with you until you die,,, or get amnesia.

I have a very reckless behavior when it comes to certain things. Well,, maybe spontaneous is a more fitting term. But, there are situations that just shouldn't be treated like a game, or worse, like nothing. There are circumstances that should require thought, caution, consideration, and patience.

But,, what do I know? I'm just a low-level peon of a multi-million dollar corporation that is labeled "exaggerates too much" and "overly sensitive and over dramatic" by even people whom supposedly "know" me. I get emotional about many things people seem to not even care about. Music makes it worse, or better; you know, the way your social life should.

I try my best to be something good in this great shipwreck of life.